What the hell is wrong with me?

Today when i got home after my first class, after having lunch at Alegria, i took a nap so i wouldn't fall asleep in my other class.

I had a bad dream. It was upsetting and when i woke up, i was almost shaking. I had bad vibes. So i went to the Cafe, so i could calm down. It helped. Joy put me in a drama class. That's cool.

But i was so upset by my dream. Why am I having dreams like this?

When i got to school, i saw that he was ok, so i was better. but still, he wasn't there, but he was, and he wasn't at the same time. it was a confusing, strange dream.

I don't want to worry....

I don't want to be afraid...